The great scream

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!







I have the need to scream.

Will you hear me then?





I will turn the volume to max.

An under pillow cosmic. . .

(Oh that jazz..)

Under the pillow on my bed, there was a secret world. I found new stars, a big, blue, happy sky and a lot of white fluffy clouds. There was no rain, no dark clouds, no sad days. The Sun was shining all day long!! And the Moon at night was giving the lovers a light to guide their way. The trees were dancing on Louis Armstrong's music, the girls were singing together with him, and the boys were trying to win the girl's hearts. There was no tough silence, there were no salty tears. Everything around was you, me and our beautiful city.

There were no goodbyes or farewell songs.







photo by: Jeffrey Becom

A farewell

And the rain will stop to fall down,
The children will stop to smile,
The flowers will wither one by one,
The dreams will perish in desire.





...I don't want to see you go...



Photo by: J.A. Hampton

Let's do some baking!

Okay...I really CAN'T resist these yummy-made-circles. I need to make my hands dirty and bake some cookies! I even feel inspired for a cute decoration.
Ahh...

Saturday fever

Weddings sure make people happier. These people should go to weddings more often so we could have crazy Saturdays...like last night's. Trust me, we all needed a night like this. Thanks to them, my "recovering from the school start" depression accomplished a new level. Yoohoooo!!

Goodbye, hello

What's up with the summer endings? What's so magical about them that makes everyone so nostalgic? God, I will miss it. The long, sunny and lazy days. The long, insomniac and starry nights. What do I feel now? Absolutely nothing. A big, fat, confusing NOTHING. Where did all the fantasy suddenly go? In the middle of nowhere...in that nowhere where everything started like a hopeless summer story and ended like a fictional children's fairytale. We all have something that is already gone. Something that is simply lost. I lost the summer. My summer.

Hello dear Autumn, make us smile.

Something's missing

I need the old times back. The white papers, the poetry, the colors and the old smiles. I miss them.

The Piano

It's not just a movie...it's THE movie. And it's definitely the composition of my life. I MUST learn to play it.

Ends

U2 is over;
Croatia is over;
Summer is ALMOST over. It makes me feel nostalgic (which is not good)
Thankfully I have my dreams and my fantasy where everything good is never over. . .






(a PS)
(oh, tonight you told me: "Where are you going? What's the time?")
(i do love you)

Numbers and remembering

Can you remember your phone number?

Sometimes it's kind of hard because you never phone yourself...so if you need it there's always another person that has the number in their phonebook.

Easy.

Technology made us even lazier.

Reality.

03. 08. 2009 (summer nights)

What? What? Whaaaaaaaaaaat?

I'm off, I really am! I'm OFF reality!
I want to dream and dream and dream forever and never stop dreaming about smiley,shiny, LOVEly, beautiful things.
Are my stars finally finding the real path?

I just know that everything was simply...perfect.
And it all was reality.

Mornings...

...take a deep breath...

I love the SUNRISE!!!
I love the silence.
I love the fresh air.
I love the morning songs of the birds.
I love the empty streets.
I love the slow, warm wind.
I love walking, riding my bike and listening to music in the early mornings.

I know everything starts right here. Right now. In the silence, in the fresh air, in the empty streets. Every sun ray is giving me hope for a better day.

It's 05:34 and the sun is already up. I'm in my room. But soon I will be on my balcony.




(and...I still love you...)

Danse

Ulalaaaaaa!

Put the music on, take a big mirror and DANCE! Ah it's always been my dream (that never came true)
I need to dance! I know I can do it. I have the spirit, the wish and the love.

I need the space...
AND last but very important: I have to get rid of my shyness! Otherwise, dancing will be my fictional desire forever.

I think....:)))

I think I love you,
love you,

LOVE YOU,
love you,
love you,
love you,
love you...
(shhhh...i love YOU)

So...the point was that somebody out in the world discovered that MAYBE (just maybe) is in love with some(other)body that lives in...well, another world. A "lazy" one. A "full with video games" one. A "there's no finger pain" one:)

Take my heart :)

"Hey! What's up guys?"
Ahhh once again...I LOVE YOU:)



...in love...with this night.
I know I'm not forgetting it...ever!

("You can take my heart very close to your heart...")

Bicycles, bikes...whatever :)

I think everyone should start riding their bikes!! It's not something I thought of today, it's something I think about EVERY day in my life when I see all the cars riding around my neighborhood, making a bad noise and polluting my air.
If you don't have a bike go sell your car and buy one:) Or you don't have to sell it...use it for traveling or something...make the world a better place :D

GET A BIKE!

I will never love you more than SMOKI

I love SMOKI! It's the best thing ever:)
They simply melt in your mouth. Oh those salty, little circles...I love you!
I love the way you go around my mouth and remind me of...good nights out:) Like last night.
Even he ate them!

yay!

The second day

It's 5:52 am and the Sun is already up!
Hello Sun! What is on today's menu?
It seems like a good day to dream...

...and it's the second day for my box!

Box day!

Let's all make a big HOORAY for my new baby...the box!